March 21, 2009
NEVER EVER DO THIS AGAIN!
idiot, i already try to reach home on time, and i still get yell at for not be able to reach home before 12am. i RUN and CHASE a bus just so that i can TRY to reach home on time. AND the STUPID bus didnt stop when HE SAW ME chasing the stupid bus!
12am SHARP and the call started! 1st is my mum who SCOLD me without asking why am I late. then after she hang up on me, my brother call and ASK me where I am..
SO FROM NOW ON, I DECLARE THAT, DONT ASK ME OUT FOR A LATE NIGHT CHAT OR WHATEVER THINGY IF YOU KNOW THAT I CANT REACH HOME BEFORE 12AM.
no more not even once, not even if its my bday or watever thingy.
i give up. totally give up. im like 21 this year, and i only went for a overnight chalet just ONCE and i always tried to reach home before 12am and i have a personal curfew at 11pm, and it just isnt enough for them.
i always try and tried my best to reach home before 12am. but sometimes i just wanted to chat with my friends a little tiny bit more. is it a very over request?
whats wrong with being a girl and returning home late? i dont see anyone screaming at my brother when he went out for a late night supper. he can go out at 9pm and no one will say anything. But me? i have to go out in the morning or early afternoon if not i dont have to think of going out.
might as well lock me at home and put a collar on my neck. i go out she aso not happy i stay at home she aso not happy
if one day i found out that im going to die or something, and before i die, the flashback of my life will be like a super boring movie.
sigh..sometimes i dont know what should i do to make everyone happy without making myself unhappy. dont want to go aso can not, want to go aso can not.
真的好想生为一个男生。。就不会有这些问题了。。世界就是如此不公平。。我也早就明白了不是吗？可是就是好不甘心喔。。真的好不甘心。。可是，不甘心又如何。。我又不可以要变就可以变成男生。。我不过是想要想其他人一样可以不用一直担心几点了，可以好好的享受和朋友在一起的时间。。我21了都还不可以迟一些回家。。看来。。这些要我很老很老，已经老到有自己的家的时候，才会发生吧。。
梦，是因为有所想要。。
想，是因为有所思考。。
YukiNoYume ♥
Saturday, March 21, 2009
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