February 27, 2006
today is the last day of my favourite cultural lesson...so sad...
i really learned so much from this module...had so much fun...enjoy it so much that i sometime hope that it will never end...
cutural lesson always teach me something new...some thing i will never teach of if not of it...
aiyaya...will miss luke...will miss the way he talk haha...he's a really funny man...
having fun toking to mao about y chicken cross the road...hahaha...GP is interesting too =p BUT cultural lesson is BETTER~~~
wahaha...
YukiNoYume ♥
Monday, February 27, 2006
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February 22, 2006
im bored and i have nothing to do...so i will post some of the quiz that i did =p
Your Five Factor Personality Profile
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Extroversion:
You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.
Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.
Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have low agreeableness.
Your self interest comes first, and others come later, if at all.
In general, you feel that people are not to be trusted.
And you're skeptical that anyone else really feels differently.
Neuroticism:
You have low neuroticism.
You are very emotionally stable and mentally together.
Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly.
Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.
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You Should Be A Cancer
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What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous
What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand
In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection
In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support
Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure
Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood
You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese
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Your Inner Blood Type is AB!
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Your personality is hard to define - you're very unconventional.
And even if your personality could be defined, it would be completely different next week!
Outgoing and shy, sensitive and thoughtless, you tend to have a very split personality.
This makes you unpredictable. You can be a total angel - and a total devil.
You are most compatible with: everyone!
Famous Type AB's: Jackie Chan and Marilyn Monroe
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WHITES are motivated by PEACE, seek independence
and require kindness. They resist
confrontation at all costs. (Feeling good is
more important than being good.) They are
typically quiet by nature, they process
things very deeply and objectively, and they
are by far the best listeners of all the
colors. They respect people who are kind, but
recoil from perceived hostility or verbal
battle.
WHITES need their quiet independence and refuse to
be controlled by others. WHITES want to do
things their own way, in their own time. They
ask little of others, and resent others
demanding much of them. WHITES are much
stronger than people think because they dont
reveal their feelings. WHITES are kind,
non-discriminate, patient and can be
indecisive, timid, and silently stubborn.
When you deal with a WHITE, be kind, accept
(and support) their individuality, and look
for nonverbal clues to their feelings.
What Color Are You?brought to you by Quizilla
YukiNoYume ♥
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
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February 21, 2006
ahh...i give up...i dun wan to think about it anymore...NO MORE...just like everything goes its way...i give up...really...
y dun u understand? i dun understand u at all...we are not ready...ok maybe its onli me that are not ready...I AM NOT READY FOR IT YET!!!
do u know that we learn it for ONLY 1/2 year? do u know that we ONLY train for 2days a week for SOME of us ONLY? do u know that we ONLY train about 2-3 the max 4 hours every training ONLY? do u know that we spend almost 2months for training for demo? that makes us students that have onli learn it for about 4 months...and i tell u this...i think that we are better then any students that only learn it for 4 months, which is a total of 32 trainings [if i add some of the sat which dun have training]. maybe we are still not good enough...u have said that urself. u said that we are not ready for IVP, u said that both mentally and physically we are not ready for it....but now u are forcing !FORCING! us to join IVP.
maybe u r right about we need exp, we need to fight with others to know where we stand...but this is not the time...
i onli can tell u that i have no mood for ivp...whats the use of going there to get kill? and we have to PAY $10 for it??? yes, looking from other another view, maybe we can win, maybe we can beat others up instead of we get beated up...BUT wat is the chance of it? we can risk the chance of getting beaten up...but how many of us can risk OUR body of getting hurt? we might break our bones, hit our head or watever..like u say, we dun have to care about ppl outside our club, if they break their bones or wat, its none of our business...but have u think about it? wat happen if we are the one who break their bones? who is going to look after us? who is going to be responsible for it? us? they? u?
yes i know i am thinking about all the bad side of it..but it is the onli thing i can think of looking at MY standard...
i know my weakness...i know i cant concentrate well and i lose focus very fast...i know that i lack of stamina...i know my strenght are not very great...i know that i get angry very fast but i everytime force myself to be very calm [before i try to bit, chew, kick, knock, slap that person...its a habit that i try to keep myself calm before i do anything stupid] i know u want that fire in me, but i also try to put down the fire...i hate that part of me...dun try to pull it out...yes i know that when i 1st join judo, i have tt fire on, but im someone that as time goes, i will lose interest in something and tt 'fire' to try out new thing will not be there anymore...
i tried very hard to control my temper...like i say...i dun know wat stupid thing i will do when i am in a VERY ANGRY mode...
i hate to lose, therefore i dun like competition...and i think it is very stupid to pay to lose in a competition which i have no interest in taking part in...
i dun like the way u do things...y didnt u tell us ur reason of sending us to ivp? maybe when u say it i might agree and try to play in it...but without tell us anything...to me...u r just trying to show off that u have ur own club...but i can tell u this...if we lose...there are nothing to be happy about...
i dun know wat will happen on tat day...but watever happen...i hope it will be good...i will plan for something after it...if i lose, at least i will left tt place early and find someone to talk to or find something else to do instead of looking other playing...im proud, i hate to lose, i will not stay in a place which i have lose too long...i dun mind losing as a team, but i really hate losing by myself...
im not ready for it im not prepare for it...im just not ready...
the way u do things really pissed me off...cant u see who is the one who always help u to do things? cant u see who is the one who really card for this club? cant u see who is the one who really suit to take over u? cant u think about wat will happen when long time ago u dun have them as member? cant u think about who's the one who pull this club away from a mess? who's the one who walk with u when the club is in trouble? who's the one who really can lead? maybe the one u choose is good, but in the end without them, what will this club become?
im telling u this, if both of them didnt get any positions, OR im not asking much, just say a thanks, tell them that u know how much they have put in their effort to help this club, tell them y did u choose those ppl...give them a reason...if u cant even do this simple little thing, the day which whoever takes ur position will be the day i quit...i dun wan to stay in a club which treat their effort like its a must...
they take their free time to help u, tried their best to do watever they cant...they put in so much effort...and if u dun even know that and keep on telling others how much u have done only, i can tell u this, u FAIL ur leadership test...
and the way u talk...how can u tell someone who at least try to do wat u told them to do that their work is a piece of rubbish and when u take a look at it u throw it into the rubbish bin...i tell u ar...if im the one who u told this to, i am sure that i will scold u until know wat is wrong with the way u speak...wat will u feel if this kind of words are say to u? im sure u will scold tt person back lor...u r so much older then us, cant u think before u say? before u scold someone can u think of wat will u do when tt person u r going to scold is u?
u always ask me to think before i do any action that will make ppl hate me or watever, but u urself never think about it...how am i going to learn from u??
crack open ur shell...
listen to wat we have to say...
heed our advice...
wat are leader without others?
im tired of all this...im tired of looking at time moving on...when myself feeling like stopping it...
hope...wish...pray...
anyway, i miss all my sec sch friends...really miss them...haiz...no time for u guys...so sorry...
i miss ah gong and dj stupid faces...i miss mao laughter...i miss siti jokes...i miss norain songs...i miss the small and green/yellow BV...i miss the ghost-fill computer lab...i miss mr heng...i miss ms gopal...i miss the sch bell...i miss spoon-fed teaching style...i miss copying homework...i miss cara drawing...i miss bullying ber and others...i miss zhu sweets...i miss qiqi cuteness [for poly friends! this qiqi is A GAL!!]...i miss everything...even those which i used to hate...i miss mr aw stupid brainless jokes...
heart feels empty...and i dun know why...haiz...
anyway i going to slp le...nite...
YukiNoYume ♥
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
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February 20, 2006
i hate anything that start with I with a V in the middle and end with P...
dun let me see anything with this I V P
haiz...pig head is not fun anymore...i wan to find new thing to play...ZHU!! FASTER COME TO MY SCH LA!! SO I HAVE PPL TO BULLY!!!
i wan FUN in sch!! NOT STRESS!!!!
stupid ivp stupid ivp stupid stupid stupid IVP!!! burn down ur hq I BURN I BURN I BURN BURN BURN!!! knock down ur stupid tatami!! KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!!! then i will steal it STEAL STEAL STEAL!!! wahahahaha!!!!
HAIZ.......dun know why lei...leo side of me wan to come out...but the cancer part of me is stopping leo to come out...cause ar...when leo side come out ar...something bad will really happen ba...i think...water fight with fire...i think water is winning...but i need fire to at least go to knock someone in IVP...how how how??
i dun wan leo to lose...but i also dun wan cancer to lose....aiyo...dun know la...walk one step see one step le la...
YukiNoYume ♥
Monday, February 20, 2006
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February 17, 2006
Arena (known to self and others) cheerful, energetic | Blind Spot (known only to others) bold, brave, caring, extroverted, friendly, giving, happy, kind, sensible, trustworthy, warm |
Façade (known only to self) nervous, searching, self-conscious, silly | Unknown (known to nobody) able, accepting, adaptable, calm, clever, complex, confident, dependable, dignified, helpful, idealistic, independent, ingenious, intelligent, introverted, knowledgable, logical, loving, mature, modest, observant, organised, patient, powerful, proud, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, self-assertive, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, wise, witty |
Dominant Traits
66% of people think that YukiNoYume is friendly
66% of people think that YukiNoYume is giving
66% of people think that YukiNoYume is trustworthy
All Percentages
able (0%) accepting (0%) adaptable (0%) bold (33%) brave (33%) calm (0%) caring (33%) cheerful (33%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (0%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (33%) extroverted (33%) friendly (66%) giving (66%) happy (33%) helpful (0%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (0%) introverted (0%) kind (33%) knowledgable (0%) logical (0%) loving (0%) mature (0%) modest (0%) nervous (0%) observant (0%) organised (0%) patient (0%) powerful (0%) proud (0%) quiet (0%) reflective (0%) relaxed (0%) religious (0%) responsive (0%) searching (0%) self-assertive (0%) self-conscious (0%) sensible (33%) sentimental (0%) shy (0%) silly (0%) spontaneous (0%) sympathetic (0%) tense (0%) trustworthy (66%) warm (33%) wise (0%) witty (0%)
Arena (known to self and others) violent, childish | Blind Spot (known only to others) stupid, simple, ignorant, chaotic, loud, overdramatic, predictable |
Façade (known only to self) inflexible, irrational, insensitive, inattentive | Unknown (known to nobody) incompetent, intolerant, timid, cowardly, aloof, glum, insecure, irresponsible, vulgar, lethargic, withdrawn, hostile, selfish, unhappy, unhelpful, cynical, needy, unimaginative, inane, brash, cruel, distant, boastful, blasé, imperceptive, impatient, weak, embarrassed, vacuous, panicky, unethical, self-satisfied, passive, smug, rash, dispassionate, dull, callous, unreliable, cold, foolish, humourless |
Dominant Traits
100% of people agree that YukiNoYume is violent
All Percentages
incompetent (0%) intolerant (0%) inflexible (0%) timid (0%) cowardly (0%) violent (100%) aloof (0%) glum (0%) stupid (50%) simple (50%) insecure (0%) irresponsible (0%) vulgar (0%) lethargic (0%) withdrawn (0%) hostile (0%) selfish (0%) unhappy (0%) unhelpful (0%) cynical (0%) needy (0%) unimaginative (0%) inane (0%) brash (0%) cruel (0%) ignorant (50%) irrational (0%) distant (0%) childish (50%) boastful (0%) blasé (0%) imperceptive (0%) chaotic (50%) impatient (0%) weak (0%) embarrassed (0%) loud (50%) vacuous (0%) panicky (0%) unethical (0%) insensitive (0%) self-satisfied (0%) passive (0%) smug (0%) rash (0%) dispassionate (0%) overdramatic (50%) dull (0%) predictable (50%) callous (0%) inattentive (0%) unreliable (0%) cold (0%) foolish (0%) humourless (0%)
YukiNoYume ♥
Friday, February 17, 2006
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February 16, 2006
haha...im bored so i do some maths =p hahaha...boys/man dun read it better cause ar =p
out of 100 men
30% are handsome
out of the 30 handsome men
20% are gays
out of the 24 handsome men left
50% have girlfriends/wife
out of the 12 handsome men left
60% are playboys
this will left 5 handsome men
how many can find a handsome men as a boyfriend? haha...the chance is 1/20...every 20 girls only one can find a handsome guy...saded =P
haha...dun worry this is just my own assumption...haha...of course the above thing are not a real one la...hehehe...
YukiNoYume ♥
Thursday, February 16, 2006
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February 15, 2006
long time never update le...update now ba.........................
hmm...yesterday go ZH training....play with the gals groundwork quite fun la...but the guys there really have to jia you le...hope next time go they will be better...
my 'good-friend' throw like every week onli will work for 1 time lei...yesterday throw ning le then land on her...opps...a successful throw but the one who got throw will die la....haiz...Sorry ning...
but the gd [or bad sometime] thing about it is i not always can throw ppl with this de...therefore i keep practising it...
after training me and ning go lot 1 sit sit chat chat...then we tok about lots of things...haha...quite fun...^-~
ning say my fire got a bit le...she will add oil to it haha...then i tell her after she add oil i will turn black face ba hahahaha...then in black face mode will not focus...and will throw MUCH more worse then before...hahahaha...
then she think for a while and said point taken...hahaha...she so cute...then she say she will add oil abit by abit then when fire burning she will throw wood inside hahahaha...so i can keep my burning fire hahahhaha...SO CUTE LOR...haha...
anyway...im still thinking about things...haha...hope everything will be clear...
YukiNoYume ♥
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
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February 10, 2006
haiz..who can tell me wat is love?
ask this qns for so many time but not once did i have an answer...i have no idea what it is...
who can tell me?
haiz...
YukiNoYume ♥
Friday, February 10, 2006
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this is an email i got from my friend today...haha..i think its quite nice =p
have fun reading ^^
To all my beautiful friens, collegues and families... You are what you worth!!
Take heart!!!
To my guy frens, fwd this to all the amazing ladies that you know so that they will
know their worth...
One Flaw In Women
By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working
overtime.
An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this
one?"
And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be
completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all
replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that
can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything
from a scraped knee to a broken heart and she will do everything with only
two hands."
The angel was astounded at the requirements.
"Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's
too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish."
But I won't," the Lord protested.
"I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own
heart. She already
heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."
The angel moved closer and touched the woman.
"But you have made her so soft, Lord."
"She is soft," the Lord agreed, "but I have also made her tough. You have
no idea what she can endure or accomplish."
"Will she be able to think?", asked the angel.
The Lord replied, "Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to
reason and negotiate."
The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's
cheek.
"Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model. I told you that you
were trying to put too much into this one."
"That's not a leak," the Lord corrected, "that's a tear!"
"What's the tear for?" the angel asked.
The Lord said, "The tear is her way of expressing her joy, her sorrow, her
pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief
and her pride."
The angel was impressed.
"You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly
amazing."
And she is!
Women have strengths that amaze men.
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love
and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous.
They fight for what they believe in.
They stand up to injustice.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better
solution.
They go without so their family can have.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get
awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the
loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no
strength left.
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors.
They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care
about you.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.
They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
YukiNoYume ♥
Friday, February 10, 2006
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February 08, 2006
be gone everything be gone
go away
dun come near me
i need space to think
be gone
i dun need u
go away
dun bother me
i need freedom more then anything else
i think im turning to my other mode again...stupid la...i dun know wat to do anymore...i never know wat to do...what i know is that i need nothing more then friendship...the pain is killing me...my mood is terrible today...stop bothering me...u r playing with fire...once the fire decided it should burn u it will...
nothing can stop my mood now...it have decided that i'll be very VERY moody...
im not the one for u...when u sit down and think about it calmly u will understand it...dun scare me more then enough...I WILL BITE...just wan to keep friendship under control...just wan to be free and happy...i dun need other things else...
not in the mood to take care of someone else...u r still a child who need someone to look after...i'm a child myself even if i wan, i need someone to take care of me...search and find u will find someone better then me, someone who can take care of u, someone who is happy to look after u...
im stress...about many things...maybe to u its not something big and important but to me, all this small little things then come all at once stress me more then anything...DUN give me more stress...i onli can keep so much inside me...when i break...it will not be a pretty view...
be gone...
just go...
left me alone...
i'm born alone...
i'll die alone...
so just leave me alone...
YukiNoYume ♥
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
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February 01, 2006
ya i got enya new songs...so nice~~ hehe...
this yr new yr de red packet so 'small' de...not much business =p very very little onli...
i watch i not stupid too le...very nice show...feel like crying at some part...so sad u know...parents dun understand children...then ar...haiz...poor children la...one part show the child steal money ar just because he wan to buy his father 1 hr to go see his show *sob sob*
hmmm...still got wat ar...my mum give me a new watch haha...she actually buy for herself de..then ar she can not see the time so she give up and give it to me...haha...very gal watch la...but quite nice...
then i got a handphone from my aunt...tt one is her old phone la...but look quite new la..cause she love buying phone ma..then see my phone REALLY so old le...so she pass me this phone lor...haha...very big upgrade...from no colour to colour...from no camera to got camera...hahaha...
oh oh...i just remember my kor birthday is coming rite up...3 more days...wat should i get for him? he's turning 20 this yr!! a big 20!!! omg so old...me also turning old..haiz...OLD...this yr 18 le!! dun know ppl turn old so fast -.-;; 2 more yrs and me maybe have to work le *sob sob* can't think of myself WORKING!! i mean not working in holiday BUT working for life!! unless i found a rich lao gong haha...
AAAHHHH i am BORED!! haiz......long long time never update anime le...long long time never read comic/manga le...long long time never listen to songs le...long long time never see old friends le...long long time never chat with friends le...long long time never play online games le...
long long time never do lots of things le...
i going out to eat le...tata...
YukiNoYume ♥
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
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