masquerade; paper faces on parade

October 27, 2005
<~*~> bad sci day <~*~>

am i finally going to get the 1st D for my 1st year in RP?

i think i really did a bad job today...but what can i do? should i go and study sci which is not really my type of tea anymore by myself and i don't need to use it ever again after my 1st year....

well...call me stupid or call me whatever you wan, but i just can't study the things i hate plus i have no one teaching me. and my english was said to be a primany 5 level, and how am i going to understand the thing i will need to present WHEN i don't ever know how to say it.

Laboratory tests after the thalidomide disaster showed that in some animals the
'S' enantiomer was tetragenic but the 'R' isomer was an effective sedative. It
is now known that even when a stereo selective sample of thalidomide (only one
of the optical isomers) is created, if administered pH in the body, can cause
racemizing. The means that both enantiomers are formed in a roughly equal mix in
the blood. So, even if a drug of only the 'R' isomer had been created, the
disaster would not have been averted.

just in this para i have so many things that i don't know how to say it and i dont know their meaning. i am just so stupid and slow in things like this and in something i hate now.

ok maybe everyone in the world studying can read all this stupid words i can't read but what can i do when i really can't read all this words. and if i dont understand what i am saying how am i going to explain to the class what am i reading.

i learn to be a listener because i know that my ideas are sometime weird and abit of the stupid side and i dont really know what are we supposed to do, now people say that i am too much or listener and never give any idea to my team. FINE, i will do something and say something and watever rubbish, just look at my team reaction when i do that. i can tell u that ever if i DID say something and do something or watever they will still not listen to me and do what i think is the best BECAUSE they THINK they are always right and much more clever then me.

i start to think why am i in this sch, but it lead to nothing but my fault of not working harder to study. this school is not bad, the onli bad about it is its way of doing things.

this is bad...i think i am getting more and more hot-tempered...this is real bad...my elements is getting unbalance...water is getting evaporated and fire is burning stronger...my character have change, but i dont know is this change good or bad...from what i feel, this IS A BAD BAD thing.

i need someone to 'refill' my water and put out the fire in my heart. maybe not all of the fire, just put out the most of the fire and leave a small little flame for me to use when i need it.

i need to do something, i need to be normal again....this is so not me...i dont want to regret about anything i do...i need to change back...

am i becoming weaker in mentally? or am i weak from the beginning? watever it is..i wan to be stronger...

y did i cry again and again in sch? i think that i am really becoming weaker...i tell myself that i will never cry in front of people again when i am pri 4...but again and again i cry...i think that crying is a sign of weakness; a sign of giving up; something that i never wanted to show to others after my grandpa death...trying to be strong trying to be myself trying to live my life to the fullest trying...and trying... dun ask y dun let me depend on u just let me be...

Fire burning
River drying
I am changing
But regretting

Put out the fire
Leaving me a small flame
Bring rain to me
and fill my river again

Tame the fire
Calm the river
Let me be me again
And stop regretting

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October 24, 2005
<~*~> Decreasing EQ <~*~>

i have a very 'fun' conversation with someone which i believe is DJ brother.

i can't believe how much my eq can drop in this period of time.

but i still can keep my conversation clean without any **** words or wat so ever and i try to get the best reply i can think of...

i going off to slp to recover my poor eq which have dropped so much.....

and i hope this smart and funny brother DJ have can grow up faster and have the wire in his head all fixed correctly ASAP 'cause i dun think that are that must people who can understand wat he is talking and without getting so angry...

BTW, i think i will stop my checkers for a while cause i think it will bring back 'good' memories of talking with him.

anyway, good nite everyone, s'dreams.....

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<~*~> Quick Update <~*~>

sprain my right ankle on sat ahhaha dun worry i am fine now
havent see doc about my leg =p
doing housework on sun when my leg is still hurting and mum never say a thanks to me
muling stay overnight at my house last night so happy haha
went to sch today doing drama~ so funny
went out with mum to eat tell her i have no money she never say anything
when reach home she ask me to wash my brother shoes, i tell her i sprain my ankle can not help her wash she scold me for joining judo and hurt myself and can't help her do anything
it's my brother shoes lor...like it's my problem like that...if he can make the shoes so dirty like he let about 30 ppl with dirty shoes jump and walk on it, then why can't he wash his own shoes...
i am very bored...counting down to meet my dearest sec sch friend which seems like disappear into dun know where hahaha...but still can find them when i wan to...
my brother still dun wan to study...i really scare that he will not pass this year lor...haiz...i totally give up on him le...if he dun wan to help himself by stop playing and start studying on his own, who can help him...
can not go for judo this week and next week i think...but me wan go judo...later welfare dun let me go judo i will cry =p will bored to death
got new ig in sch...dun know wat animation de....going to see see and maybe joining with mayi
my hair grow longer le
long time never update anime le...tonight going to update my anime.......
black cat very nice to watch wor =p
still waiting for bleach new opening de full version hope it come out fast
teddi bear is going to rule the world? hahaha DRAGON WILL RULE THE WORLD!! wahahahaha! [onli judokas will understand ba]
teddi bear wan to chop my leg and eat it hahahha i will kill him and cook....teddi bear soup for the poor to eat if he chop off my leg hahahaha
for those who are depress:
- dun worry be happy
- wat have a start will have a end [AND dun wait and see wat the ending is la...if u wan it to be good then fight for it~]
- Even when it seems that nothing can go right and you want to just give up, close your eyes, you can see the world from your heart, and you will find your way.
- The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean that the same days will repeat over and over forever. No one can see into tomorrow, create your own.
for those who are in love [hahah...u know who i am saying la =p]
- dun worry about not spending enough time with us we understand de...hahahaha....having someone with u is not easy and it's ok to spend less time with us =P

ok la...stopping here...going to update my songs collection and anime le...tata...

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October 20, 2005
<~*~> Sci day AGAIN <~*~>

i today never do anything in my team for sci...so sorry team...haha but i really hate and dun understand anything for sci....

where is my love for chem? i really hate sci now [bio phy and chem] is not that i dun enjoy it la...but just dun have the motivation to do any sci...miss mr heng le...onli his sci lesson is fun...

i feel that there are so many sci teacher on earth but the onli teacher that can teach sci well will be mr heng...it's not that other teacher are not good...it's just that they dun know how to make the class more intersting then it can be....

i am bored la...really dun have mood to study anymore...i think that u can study everything on ur own la...but how u study SCI on ur own? sci is the worst thing [maths is always on the top but right now sci is chasing up] on earth to study on ur own....

please please please stop talking...i dun know wat u are saying and i am not intersting in wat u r saying...i dun need sci now and ever...so y must i study it...i just wan to live my life without sci casue i think that what i am learning now in sci will not help me in anything i do for my future...

haiz...y must i have sci on thus...on MY JUDO DAY?? i think if not for my friends and judo i will never go to school...

alot of thing happen...some r good but most r sad...

to those who are happy: hope you will stay the same forever and ever...enjoying every moment u have together.

to those who are sad: life is a long journey, it will not be boring if we are happy everyday. therefore some part of ur life u will feel some saddness, unhappiness. this is just to make ur journey intersting. be strong, go on and search what u are looking for.

i going for judo le...today got new ppl coming...and mike girlfriend is coming also...

i off le...going to judo room le...tata....

What is love?
I ask myself over and over again...
Why does it cause so much happiness
Yhen throw they into hell...

Love....
hard to understand, hard to find, hard to trust...
Friendship or Love
which will you choose?

To lose a friend to love someone
Or to lose love to keep your friends?

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October 19, 2005
<~*~> Tired <~*~>

today ar....ut day...but i never take...cause i never wake up on time again....by the time i reach sch, i can't take the quiz le...then i feel like vomiting and ran to the toilet to vomit....

then i just dun feel well la...haha...BUT i feel better now le...so dun worry...

today i never help my team alot...cause i think that i am half asleep and so on lor...

haiz...then i dun have any money le....then still got wat ar....haiz...dun know la...

this few days ar...i abit blur sick and so on la....

i wan to change a new blogskin again le...tired of this skin...

then dun have le ba....

people please remember we are meet at cck at 6.30pm on friday [21/10/2005]!

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October 18, 2005

hahaha...i now playing "What the meaning of your name" with mayi =p

haha...Adeline means noble and kind, ada means noble and happy, ade means crown and royal [for male *sob sob*], Yuki means snow and happiness and Yukino means wild snow hahaha...

all so not like me =P

then we go search for chinese name

tan/chen = exhibit, display; plead
ying = lustre of gems; bright, lustrous
xin = heart; mind, intelligence; soul

haha...all so weird de....i onli know Xin is correct =p

*yawn* i abit fever today...then now very tired...me going to bed soon le...

night night

p.s: check up ur name~ http://www.babynames.com

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October 17, 2005

new favourite song!~ From Gensomaden Saiyuki~ Open Up Your Mind~

Japanese Version

moshimo ima subete ga umaku nante ikanai
makesou ni naru toki datte
hitomi wo tojireba   kokoro kara
sekai ga miete kuru

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

kodoku na yoru demo   mayoi osoreru toki mo
ima wa hitori demo   kono ashi de doko made mo
aruite ikeru hazu dakara

Just hold on tight   hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself   kagayaki ga aru kara
Yes, subete   shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight   kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul   ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, ikiru   tsuyosa ga areba
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni deau made...

kono sekai de ikinuite-iku tame no tsuyosa wo
anata ni negatte-iru kara
kokoro no tobira wo   hiraitara 
nanika ga   miete kuru

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

hoshi no inochi nara nagai kedo   itsu made mo
onaji kono hibi ga kurikaesu wake ja nai
ashita wa dare ni mo mienai

Just hold on tight   hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself   kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI"   shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight   kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul   ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau   sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni   deaeru yo...

Just hold on tight   hitomi tojita nara
Look inside yourself   kodou kanjiru kara
Yes, "MIRAI"   shinjite hoshii
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight   kokoro kujikete mo
Reach into your soul   ashita ga mienakute mo
Yes, chigau   sekai ga atte
You can take another look from the other side
ai no subete ni   deau made...

English Version

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so
Take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

I wish for you to have the strength
to make it through this world,
so open up your mind,
and you'll be able to see...

Just remember you are not alone
So don't you fear
Even though you're miles away
I'm by your side
So open up your mind and close your eyes
I'll be there for you no matter where you are

The stars may live for a long time, but that doesn't mean
that the same days will repeat over and over forever.
Noone can see into tomorrow.

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the future.
You can take another look from the other side.

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
and you'll be able to find all that is love...

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, you'll feel a heartbeat.
Yes, I want you to believe in the "future."
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, there's another world out there.
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

dun know why but I love the lyrics...and i LOVE the whole song~
very good la this song~

enjoy~

PS: mao mao when u free? help me upload this song then i wan to put inside my blog...

YukiNoYume ♥ Monday, October 17, 2005 link to post

too long very update le...alot of things happen...

i fall sick and now recover abit
i went to wenqi house to teach her chem
heard of some big news and still abit in shock
leg is in pain because of judo
still can not win guys in judo
hair still look terrible
i still love tsubasa songs
i playing a piano game, quite fun, and i think i can train my concentration on it hahaha...and my hand plus left and right brain
i'm cold
doing something about copyright; trademarks and patents
waiting for my turn to do presentation
hope i can present well
i wan to grow tall abit and slim down abit
i dun wan to be like a guy
i wan to meet sec sch friends for dinner this week
People! tell me when are u all free this week!!
i think i become more and more evil and become more and more like devil =P
my team mate are so scare tt our ppt is wrong haha...
i wan go toilet
i feel like crying haha...this song is so nice...
i wan to slp le

ok...done le...hahaha...i will start to listen to ppt le tata...

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October 13, 2005

today is judo day...BUT i forget to bring gi to school lor...my STM is getting better and better...

then today do sci somemore...then i go to a very stupid talk about dun know wat automation de thing...like then i know wat i am going to study in year 2....SUPER BORING THING!! think of me making a machine or robot? THIS IS THE STUPIDEST THING U WILL SEE! finally i know wat automation is lor...robot and something like this...which means design something to let lazy people live a better life....

then go back to class to do stupid sci...then do quiz and the question dun know is clever or stupid...ask me to tell them dun know wat thing about y the gas we use to cook thing is use. i just say because it cheap and easy to obtain...haha....

then go judo...i super dun wan to change clothes lor [BTW ning ning lend me her gi] cause mike is there ma...scare he laugh at my hair...but in the end tony is the one who talk rubbish one my hair and mike never say anything....

then during training...i really hate myself for still dun know how to roll forward and backward and my right breakfall also can not make it....then practice throwing...i practice the throw i need to do in demo with MIKE...cause ning ning can not play judo so me dun have ppl to practice with me...then mike ask i got a lot of strenght...dun know must happy or sad...but he say i do not bad la...then after i practice about 20 times he go walk around then tony come over and say he wan practice with me...so i practice my throw again lor...but this time i make alot of mistake...i think my concentration really super bad...

after that we play games...but in the end i also never really play...then mel and my fight haha...mel de shoulder throw really very nice...so good...then i fight with mike...haiz...today keep on ask me practice with them...but also can la...only get throw very pain...i can not throw mike...try everything still can not...but not bad la...can practice with a black belt...can learn alot of thing [sometimes onli]

hmmm...then is me with mel...her hand keep on push me back hahaha..wan to throw me also can not throw...haha...but i wan to throw her also can not cause she keep on moving around...haha...very funny feeling to play with her lor...cause i so long very play with them le hahahah....then is me and my...i tried my best to not kick her leg la...then she ask can dun use shoulder throw anot...then i also never use la...ONLY NEARLY throw her...haha...i stop in time...if not i throw her over my shoulder le...hahaha...

then we gals stop and we see guys fight...then we play groundwork ba...me and my 1st...dun dare to play real...cause i sure will hit her leg de....then after that i play with mel...i also dun dare to play real la...

then i sad lor...mel and my said me is female version of mike....sad....they tell me good thing...which part of it is good...hahah...am i that scary...?? make me remember that they got say before i like JY de female version...then mike got said i have strength of a guy....super sad....

haiz...i think i getting more and more tomboy le...this is really a bad thing...must i really go learn something more female?

i in sch really very bored....i dun know wat am i learning...i dun know wat am i doing....i dun know y am i in sch...i lazy to work with other people le...i think i am now a super bored person...
i need something to make me feel like going to sch...i got judo la...but y on thu is SCI??? spoilt my mood...i love monday lesson...cultral thing...very fun...

i now listening to saiyuki best collection...very nice...i am so bored that i can dig out so many anime ost to download lor...and my lappy become slower and slower...must ask mayi help me check lappy again le....

i now very tired...eye sore...dun know why...i think i am falling sick again...i need someone to take care of me ma? haha...dun think so la...i can live on my own...i too tomboy le haha also nobody will like me hahaha......

i this few days wear very weird clothes la...i think i tmr not wearing all this thing le...lazy to find and match the clothes le....i going back to my rubbish self...haha...

wa...today i got so many to say ar...haha...but i lazy to type anymore le...onli can say that my leg hurts....haiz...last time rollerblade untill now my ankle still will pain...haiz....

me going to sleep le...nite ppl...s'dream...

btw, i dun like this blogskin le...going to change it soon.......

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October 12, 2005

i last night after bathing, i realise how short my hair is...i'm in a lost when i saw it lor...therefore i ask friend wat should i do....then they tell me to wear a cap/hat to sch lor...haha...so in the end just because of my hair i need to wear something tt is not my style to sch...

i think i look so ugly lor...haiz...nvm! i will get use to it sooner or later....

anyway, judokas went to buy a new cap with me~ love it~~ wahaha~~

i super tired after walking so long with mel, qiqi and mayi...i going to slp slp le...

night~

BTW, I FINALLY GOT THE JAPANESE VERSION OF "YOU ARE MY LOVE"!!~ super duper NICE!!

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October 11, 2005

wahaha after days of not updating haha i will update now~~

hmm...let's see...where should i start 1st....

after haven't 2 weeks in sch i spend about $200 le...only left $100 in bank and I still need to live 2 more weeks before i get my pocket money.....
someone tell me that my singlish is too good le...therefore i will try not to use anymore singlish...
today, i didn't go to qiqi house as when i reach BB she haven't reach home yet, so I went home after waiting for about 1/2hr at the mrt station.
but when i just about to reach home, my mum call me to go out with her and i went to bugis with my super big bag plus my laptop.
after which, we came back to CCK and my mum wanted to dye and cut her hair, therefore i went with her.
i finally got a hair cut
i love my new hair cut....but it's really too tomboy...haha...
my mum hates my new hair style. she said i can be her son already and they still cut for me sure a tomboy hair style
haha...but i can't wait to show all of u my new hair style...BUT too bad i can't take down my pic now...i think my hair looks the best...who knows wat will my hair be like after i sleep one night =p
i now anti those taxi driver around my house....[dun ask me y]
i change my blogskin la...haha...everyone should be able to see...i wan use to skin cause ar i think i really like a devil when i am bored lor...but ar i never bored i also not very angel la...haha...so my msn nick 悪魔アベック天使翼 means devil with angel wings, haha...devil is devil la... but sometime also a bit is angel ma =p
my logo! like it?

that's all...i think...i too lazy to type in good english le [ok...not very good english also haha...] so i will use back my singlish...

i going to bath then slp slp le...tmr still got sch somemore...so night night ppl!~ sweet dream~

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October 07, 2005

haha...i today whole body pain...morning still feel like vomiting...haha...but i am fine...i think...hahaha

i now in love with Tsubasa chronicle OST de song! I LOVE the song 'A Song of Storm and Fire"
this is one of the best song i heard!

haha...i have been listening to this song for one whole day le and i am not tired of it...hahaha...

my sch food really can not eat de...so sick of it...so today we go down to redhill market to eat...so much better then eat in sch...

i found some of the other anime OST le...going to listen to all of them!~ wahaha~~

tmr got training in the morning...i think i abit tired about doing rolling, breakfalling and the demo...haiz...but got no choice la...

my back hurts, both of my leg hurts, my toe hurts, my head hurts haha...dun know how tmr do demo...

can anyone teach me how to put song into blog ma...i wan some SONG!!!

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October 05, 2005

i super tired...and just got scold by mum...haiz...nvm lor...scold scold...one day i will leave this house for sure de...wan scold scold now lor...

today i finally dl tsubasa de ost! both ost 1 and 2 ^^V so happy...

i hate to be gal...hate it hate it hate it...[onli a few days will think like tt]...I HATE IT!!!

my class until now still can make it la...onli tt abit quiet..not use to it...haiz..........

i wan slp le...today very tired...BUT I STILL WAN TO LISTEN TO TSUBASA DE SONGS!!

haiz...

nite ppl...s'dream...

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this is one of the song in Tsubasa Chronicle...hehe...very sad song...but i still like it la...haha...it's in english de...

Kiss me sweet, I’m sleeping in silence
All alone in ice and snow
In my dream I’m calling your name
You are my love

In your eyes, I search for my memory
Lost in vain, so far in the scenery
Hold me tight, and swear again and again
We’ll never be apart

If you could touch my feathers softly
I’ll give you my love
We set sail in the darkness of the night
Out to the sea
To find me there
To find you there
Love me now if you dare…

Kiss me sweet, I’m sleeping in sorrow
All alone, to see you tomorrow
In my dream, I’m calling your name
You are my love…
My love…

this song is so sad lor...is play when syaoran 'die' hahaha...sakura sing de la...hahah...i think so la...

i wan to download their OST but ar can not find...i know got 2 le...haiz...i also wan to watch fullmetal de movie...like very nice...

me off to bed le...nite..

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October 03, 2005

today go to new class haha....not bad la...

today do quite alot of things...but our team ppl abit quiet today...i think is because we change class la...haha...i today do design presentation and so on --; dun know how monster joleen stand doing all this thing by herself haha...

aiyo...now i very blur...my mum and dad wan bring me go holiday...but it's on sch day...thu and fri [10 nov and 11 nov] but i dun know got ut anot on 11 nov so i dun know wan go anot...

family or sch family or sch family or sch!!??

ahhh!!!!

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October 01, 2005

i am bored...very bored...super bored...

got nothing to do...haiz...haiz...

counting down to school reopen...1 more day to go...

need to adapt to new class, new faces, new fac, new names and new working style...

i dun mind changing la...cause i am quite use to changing...but i am just too lazy to re-adapt...

anyway i just found out one thing...mayi is next to my class...so our class are in a line...haha...

mel in room 6 qiqi in room 7 me in room 8 and mayi in room 9...so we can go lunch together le =p mayi come find me and we go find qiqi then we go find mel hahaha...

last night after judo me ning ning JY MY and tony went to toa payoh for dinner then me ning ning and JY went to do accpunture [dun know spell correct anot la...can not find in my dictionary...hope u all know wat i am saying la...the chinese doc use needle pock ppl de] this is the 1st time ning ning and i do accpunture ma...so abit scare...when our turn to do ar...me 1st ma...so when the doc pock the 1st needle ar me abit scare scare...dun wan to see him pock but after tt i dun scare le la...haha...today my knee feel abit better le wor...so amazing lor...

i really need someone to teach me how to concentrate le...i can get space out so easily lor...then even if i concentrate ar...i lose my concentration very fast...when i am reading i can concentrate so well wor...hmm...dun know how i did it la...but i can read the whole book without feeling tired and without eating wor...and ppl call me i also dun know...

i think when i am doing different things my concentration span is different ba...but i think i am not someone who can concentrate de...i am easily distracted...bad point for someone who can muti-task...

mayi ask me to learn Yoga haha...she say can improve my concentration hahah...

me wan to find something to do...so i am going to stop here...

tata...

YukiNoYume ♥ Saturday, October 01, 2005 link to post

lazy to type and very tired so going to be in point form haha...

I NEED TO INCREASE MY CONCENTRATION! anyone have any idea on how to do it??
i really need a saving plan which i WILL HAVE to follow...i can't believe how much i have spend in just TWO WEEKS...
i really need something call freedom and PRIVACY at home...tell me...is there any other 17 yr old gal who still have to share a room with someone u dun know well? plus she keep on touch ur things and use u phone to call OVERSEA without paying the bills! and she dun let u on the aircon BECAUSE she is scare of cold...I wonder how much longer does she wan to stay at my house...
i need to be alone for a while...one day or two...but i think i will never be able to do it...cause even if i stay at home i will have someone 'flying' around like a fly around me...
i need a hair cut
i need to have a nice good sleep WITHOUT other ppl alarm clock waking me up...
i think tt i really need to heal my legs somehow or another...
i know wat's my class le...PN0108...dun think i'm in the same class as anyone BUT mel is in PN0106 and 'qiqi' is in PN0107 so we can still meet up for lunch...
i know my result le...1c+ 1b and 3b+...haha...
haiz...really HATE to share a room with a auntie which cough like nothing in my room...
i need new clothes and new shoes
still physically tired/pain and mentally tired...
i think i am giving myself stress and this is bad cause i never give myself stress before...

i think i will stop here la...off to bed le...tired...

night night ppl...

LET ME HAVE A GOOD NIGHT SLEEP PLEASE!!

YukiNoYume ♥ Saturday, October 01, 2005 link to post