update~ wakakaka holiday make me always update nowadays xD

anyway~ yesterday is BLACK FRIDAY~ so happy BLACK FRIDAY everyone! :D this year got 3 black Friday~ one at Feb one at march and one at November~ sound like a very black year ahead XD oh ya today is vday hahaha happy vday for those with v and happy lonely vday for those without :D

I was watching 霹雳MIT..watch like 5ep already :D super nice show~ arron act so pro now~ totally look like a very smart 天才..everyone should go watch it! really! its like 金田一 的 明智 like that xD best rated xD

show you all abit abit :D



shi cool de hao bu hao! :D

was planning to slp after watching ep5 de then min talk to me ma then talk until now lor xD cause i intro her to this show :D tada! yas i steal ur JOB :D wakakaka new drama queen? -coughs-

then i was looking at fei lun hai member de um information? XD then found out that aaron thinks that aaron that name is too common so he always spell aaron as arron :D so im going to spell as arron too! :D

wahaha i like thos kind of stay at home nothing to do go stalk people blog de weird person XD anyway i also found a a shocking fact. he is the SAME age as my korkor...but he look so YOUNG! seriously...super young...23 years old...how can that be? my korkor look too old le x.x if only my korkor look like him XDD

then read read read until very touch already cause of the WRITER la write until so got feel read until i also wan cry le...haha..but really very touching.. let you all read...

《康熙来了》失恋排行榜，他跟队友一样用波澜不惊的口吻讲述了自己的故事。一反常态，他没有掉一滴眼泪。不哭，不是因为不再为之所动，只是不想将自己心底最深的秘密流露在一个大家笑哈哈插科打诨的娱乐节目里。交往一年，却只见过六次面，独自一人跑到对方的家门口苦苦等待七八个小时却空手而归，那是怎样的体验？其实他是介意的，当节目里队友们秀出初恋女友送给自己的礼物时，只有他，端着一个未能送出的手镯，苦笑。

他的另一段感情，更加地戏剧化，前女友车祸身亡的故事，似乎于柴米油盐的生活不搭调。但是那是真的，而他，也一直带着那枚传闻中前女友所送的水钻耳钉，不管出道前还是出道后，每时每刻，不曾摘下。某次访谈中，他说“如果时光能够倒转，我愿意她重新回到我的身边，我们重新开始，不再争吵”。

比起其他三人，阿布总是沉默着，没有太多机会发言。于是，情绪起伏大被人评为“爱冲动”，沉默不语又被说成孤僻冷淡。可是，他真的是那样吗？一次上节目，亦儒表演英文歌曲，唱了几遍都找不到调。键盘老师开始等着看笑话，可再唱一遍，总算是八九不离十。仔细听，却发现除了亦儒的声音以外，还有一个男声在背景里低低地跟唱。是阿布，悄悄地用自己的声音带亦儒找到了调。

sad right? super sad right? touching right? super touching de..then still nevermind read finish already i go read jiro de information...then...really feel that not all idol have those "dream" like life that we think they have..

jiro chan is the only child and somehow when he act i think not all is act..more like hes like that in normal days already hahaha..just very um how to say? pure? child like? i feel that he can act the best out of all 4 of them (arron 2nd best :D) even if not all people like him because sometimes they feel that hes too much of a "show-off" (like my mummy lor dont like him cause she say he like to "steal limelight") -shrugs-
only can say different people different view ba xD

hm..i dont know wat to say but i dare to say if i am him, living his life, i might not be as strong as him. i might give up way early, i wont be able to stop sch, stop studying the course i wan, to work 3 part times to support the family after my father pass away, i wont be able to control my spending so that i can pay back the debt for a house and everything..but he did it xD after years of working non-stop..work until sick aso work..thats why hes my idol xD like the writer of his intro said:

我喜欢大东，比起台上的他我更喜欢台下的他，我喜欢这样的大东，我在他身上看到了一个男人的责任，看到了他的坚强和勇气。

couldnt have said it better myself xD if this is a world like narnia or Lord of the ring, i guess he wont be the prince or a high position elf, but i guess he is the knight of the prince, the human/horse thingy in narnia..those brave and wont give up no matter wat happen..haha..just a feeling x3

我们总是看见电视里和台上开心的大东，他的这些辛酸和痛苦又有多少人知道呢？他总是把微笑带给我们，把快乐带给我们，所有的辛酸和痛苦都一个人扛着。记得 他对阿扣说过一句话“绝对不要因为工作的辛苦而去掉一滴眼泪，因为这是你的选择！”，这句话也许是大东不经意间说的，却被我深深的记在了心里。大东的确就 是这样的人，即使工作再累再辛苦 他也不会去掉一滴眼泪，因为他知道这是他的选择。

i hope this will be my phase of the year "绝对不要因为工作的辛苦而去掉一滴眼泪，因为这是你的选择" wat job isnt tiring? wat job isnt hard to do? every job that we work as is a choice of our own. no matter wat other people say if you dont wan to do it you still wont say yes to the job..even if you really really hate the job and you still say yes..means you still pick to do it..so never cry over it..never give up on it..this job im in now..will continue to give me break until april..its horrible its terrible..it cut my pay and cut my pay leave..but i never cry over this job..even tot i really dont like HER but still this job is way better then my last..i cried over the perious job..NOW i will not cry over this job :D the company is having a hard time right now! so i will treat this as a long holiday :D

hmm other 2 is 吴尊 and 辰亦儒 according to their fans they are um high prince and smiling prince of fei lun hai and arron is the little prince la and jiro is the knight xD 尊尊 love food and 亦儒 love to talk..and then both from rich family..arron aso from rich family..but 尊尊 is like a real prince at his hometown ba..i guess..cause his papa is the top 10 richest guy in his hometown..-shrugs- XD

oh ya and 尊尊 very cute de..he dont like fatty pork belly meat..he say like eating human meat..dont know why -shrugs more- and 尊尊 and 亦儒 会在节目里肉麻的互喊对方“SWEET HEART”和“HONEY” lolx

today i go lot1 de sembawang wanted to buy 唐禹哲 de new album 《D新引力》 one..but the people say havent come yet..so im still waiting for 小哲哲 de cd :D if not i go buy ps de $38 one with signature de =x

waiting and waiting for 小扣 de cd to be out!! why why WHY 20feb SO LONG HAVENT COME XD hehe~

going 5am already and im still here talking about idols -shake head- can not make it..few weeks/mth without working make me got nothing to do xD

going to bug a few more oversea friends then go slp already~

nite all :D