masquerade; paper faces on parade

February 23, 2009
與其説我們都是過來人不如説我們都曾經當過爛人 -谢和弦

是啊。。我们都曾經当过烂人。。烂到不行。。说起来。。没当过烂人。。就不会明白当好人的感受。。也就没有了人家所説的过来人了。。

我啊。。当过烂人。。是个好烂的烂人。。童年也不是人们会想要的那一样。。可是。。我到了现在。。都在努力的不要再当一个烂人了。。在努力的。。慢慢的。。希望可以做一个“过来人“。。

好想努力的做一个可以帮助其他人的 “烂好人”。。可是了。。真的是。。江山易改，本性难移。。哈哈。。但是！我真地在努力的学好我的汉语拼音了！会花一点时间来想。。可是真的好多了喔!

时间过得真快。。不知不觉。。我也快21岁了。。真得不小了。。真的应该好好的想想我到地未来想要走那一条路了。。

说真的。。我好想就做一个宅女。。哈哈。。可惜啊。。宅女就只有在台湾偶像剧里可以过着梦幻的生活。。

haha tired of typing in chinese..time to type in english..

seriously speaking..i think i need a new job..this holiday life isnt doing any gd to me..money are still being spend..and income isnt increasing...in fact..its decreasing like no body business..suddenly..i own my dad cpf money and i need to pay $100 per mth, i need to pay$60 every mth for my AIA thingy, $140 for my piano lesson..$300 for my mum and $200 for my taiwan trip..and i only get $800 per mth...lolx..which is totally not enough XD..

unless the god high up decided that its time to end this test given to us by him and let things slowly go back to normal..so that i dont have to change a job..haha..which..is hardly not possible xD

my mood swing is getting bad..and its affecting me about how i see something..which is like the worst thing that can happen to me now...and my pimples are all coming back to find me..hahah..not a gd news at all..

wish snail gd luck for the interview later..hope that yasmin will feel way better each day..waiting for siti wedding..

and i have a urge to go k alone xD im getting gd at being alone now :D

but still if im alone..i wont even bother to go out..but still..i done that before already xD

when i go out alone..i can take my own sweet time..eat the food i like..no need to wait..no need to be disappoint..no need to worry that im late..just free and easy..but somehow..when i see something that my friends will like..i will be like..if only they are here haha...

getting more and more anti social eh? xD i enjoy my mp3 more now =x feel so weird without my mp3 xD maybe because im playing music like 24hr/day now except for working hours..unless my boss isnt at office then my mp3 will keep on play music XD

im working later so..off i go to bed..

我穿越金星木星水星火星土星
土星追尋你時間滴滴答滴答答滴聲音

指頭還殘留你為我擦的指甲油
沒想透你好像說過
你和我會不會有以後

世界一直一直變地球不停的轉動
在你的時空我從未退縮懦弱
當我靠在你耳朵只想輕輕對你說
我的溫柔只想讓你都擁有

我的愛只能夠讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄不停守侯在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有為你而流
藏在無邊無際小小宇宙
愛你的我

愛你的我不能停止脈搏
為了愛你奮鬥就請你讓我說出口

愛只能夠讓你一個人獨自擁有
我的靈和魂魄不停守侯在你心門口
我的傷和眼淚化為烏有為你而流
藏在無邊無際小小宇宙
愛你的我 yeah~ 愛你的我 yeah~

我穿越金星木星水星火星土星
土星追尋你時間滴滴答滴答答滴聲音

still currently on my fav song list =x cant stop listen to this song xD

请快点卸掉你善良的外衣
也不要唧唧喳喳说个不停
宠你被你说成没了出息没道理

这个季节的天气好到不行
想忘记你的美丽出去旅行
刚刚出门又中了你的暗器
短信说你想我回去

难道你非要让我这样左右不定

我已分不清什么是爱情什么是游戏

你用回马枪在我身上徘徊
不要用古人的兵法来跟我实验
虽然每一次我都装做已无所谓
哪一天才终结

你用回马枪让我的心疲倦
不要再问我来世还会再爱谁
一个人沿着古老城墙走一遍
才发现这一次真的很累

nx fav song..i think yas will like this song ba..

好了！希望大家都可以忘了不开心的事, 让我们可以开开心心的过2009年吧！

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