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December 28, 2008

Its going to be end of year 2008 and year 2009 is coming.

so i feel like doing a little reflection of my past year 2008.

so after quietly siting down inside my room for the past few hours, i got my conclusion that i hate this current me.

because of some points i can list down, thats why i reach the conclusion that i dont like this current me.

1. Stupidity: i did alot of stupid things in year 2008 that cant and wont be fixed for the rest of my life. some of it will led to problems in my future (one way or another)
   
2. Trust: sometimes i trust people too much and it cause me to end up in trouble which is link to my stupidity.
3. Health: my health is like from bad to worst to horrible right now. and i admit that im not taking care of my health
4. Spendthrift: spend too much money on things that are not needed
5. Martyr: maybe i did complains too much in order to get notices from others
6. Hot Temper: too hot temper and never think of what im saying when im saying it (which cost lots of unnecessary things to happen)
   
7. Impatience: too impatience especially when dealing with people i dont like..which is bad...cause i stil need to deal with them...
8. Moodiness: cause me LOTS of problems when im having mood swing. bad very very bad
9. Excessive Eating: eat too much for my own good, just love to have a great meal..keep eating even if im full..
   
10. Desire: keep thinking of ways to save more money, ways to get more stuff, ways to buy new things, ways to get things even if im have lots of it already, things that i dont even need.
11. Laziness: Lazy to work, lazy to eat, lazy to clean my room, lazy to wash dishes, lazy to do things need to be done..
12. Envy: envy of what other people own, what other people get, what other people have...

just by looking at the 12 points..i found out that maybe i have like..5 deadly sins from the 7 deadly sins?

i dont want this current me to be the future me..so i guess i just have to change...one by one..there are not easy way to change someone..but i still will do it...for a better future..

i guess the 1st thing i want to change is stop complainting about everything in my life...move on and deal with it...

im tired..i going to rest now..

nite guys and girls =]

and Happy New Year =]
YukiNoYume ♥ Sunday, December 28, 2008 link to post