August 25, 2006
sorry to keep u all waiting...feel like nothing to blog so nv blog at all..mainly because im lazy =x
ok..lets see...1st of all..MY LAPPY SPOILT...haiz...so sad..tmr [for should be today] going to fix it..the worst things is that i dun dare to tell my mother about this...
today is project dreamscape and bbq night day. people are having fun during bbq...eating drinking talking...i was sitting far away looking at them...and i think that..maybe...i should have just make to a bbq night...maybe..it will be really truely successful and happy event...
dun dare to look at our old photo..dun dare to see our smile...dun dare to remember how happy we are; how close we are; how carefree we are...
what has happen? why did we all change? when did it happen? how did it happen?
why...why...and more why...
i feel like i am a idiot...we are in the same position..but really different job scope...eating drinking playing enjoying the fruit of other ppl labour...what did i do...wat can i do...now i look at my hand..i have a feeling of vomiting just by looking at them...red with itch, black with paint...
life is never fair...but i aso believe in watever u get..u will lose something...maybe not now..but 1 day..u will feel the impact...just hope tt everyone will learn to grow up abit..be responsible abit..put in more effort to tok to each other..after 1 whole sem of communication..i hope u all can learn something from it..
today is not a 'lets-be-friend-and-date' day or 'i-am-so-going-to-impress-these-gals' day..so can u dun do watever u did today again? we welcome u to come..but can u at least help..not by toking to gals and make them laugh and feel impressed, and ya i noe u buy a book BUT u dun have to use it on our gals...
my hand is rotting...its so itchy...been touching thinner, paint, paint brush and dirty cloth the whole day...have it all over my hand and cant wash away..and there i see, i heard ,' eek, my hand is dirty..thinner thinner where is the thinner??!' at the background...
haiz...in any case...thank you melissa and jy for helping me...thank you kevin foo and hk for getting food..thank you joe for helping without me asking...thanks everyone who came and enjoy it...
YukiNoYume ♥
Friday, August 25, 2006
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