May 11, 2006
wat urs is urs...wat not urs dun ask for more...
power money health friends..wat do u wan? everything is balance..when u have or wan something more..somethings will just go down or gone..
do u know wat u r doing now? do u know wat u wan now? do u understand wat WE want?
i feel like i dun know u anymore..i no longer feel free and happy around u..ur every movement scares me..ur every word i listen carefully..just to make sure that i would do anything wrong..
leadership camp might be really useful afterall..maybe it really helps..
where is the old us? where did it run to? when did it run away? i dun know..i cant find her too..
have u notice our change toward u? we are not ganging up to bully u to go against u..its just tt at one point of time..we might all felt the change in u..we r just changing to fit the new u..but it seems like everyone have change to the 'move and i will attack, tok and i will shoot back' mode..
im tired..really..no kidding u...very tired...emptiness inside me..do u understand tt feeling??
have something to say..but dun know how to put it in words...vexing feeling..like ants running around ur heart..
u r clever..have leadership..have the correct goal...but a wrong way to get to the goal..
im feeling calm..i dun know y..but i m..maybe i have give up totally..maybe i see a new hope..but the conclusion is clear..wat u do the nx step is going to change the future of RP judo..
well..i will sit and wait..im not very important in club anyway xD i can be replace very easily..so go on without me if have too..maybe u all can go a longer distance..
out of tt topic xD
my ro guild got a outing on sat but i dun know wan to go anot..uncle wawa also have a bbq on sat..i also dun know wan go anot..
but mostly i will not go for both xD...im a shy and unfriendly person xD
have ut tmr..so slping le..nite ppl...
YukiNoYume ♥
Thursday, May 11, 2006
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