April 19, 2006
curse all of u, every single one of u, who looking down on us! i curse u curse u curse u!!
which part of their brain do they not understand a thing we say??
i dun care wat colour u are OUTSIDE rp..just as long u ARE INSIDE rp please RESPECT others...
we have feelings too..we are human...how u will feel when someone u hardly know and cant remember the names and FACES give bad comment on the things u try to learn very hard and over and over again over the months?
maybe its for our gd..maybe u know where our mistake are..but do u have to say 'they dun even have the basic'??
i dun know...but i have to control my anger...smile...and make it like i didnt hear it...make it like i dun mind about it...i dun feel well in the morning and one whole day in the super cold classroom doing MATHS and after sch still thinking maybe i can have some FUN during training and ya...someone like u spoilt everything!
if u think u are so great and wonderful and powerful and all...by all means...come and join the club...the day u join will be the day i quit...u can teach all u wan...i will not stop u.
u dont understand wat we have done for this club, u dun know how much pain and effort we have put in, u dun know how much we have train, u dun know how much we improved, u dun know anything, u onli know that u are right.
do u understand the fear of throwing and scare u will hurt tt person? do u understand how much we wanted to improved but cant?
how much do u know us? how long have u been with us?
u wan nice nice soft soft tatami with a good place to train...do u know we have go through all this? do u know that we have been training on this hard tatami on the hard ground?
if u are not yr 1 and i treat u as someone younger then us, i will start scolding and walk off and this might be the last time u see me wearing gi...i dun care about ur belt colour, i dun care anymore about all this. i just wan something fun after sch to do...
im having a fever rite now...lucky i have no sch tmr, if not i will really be in a bad mood tmr...
curse u...
dun turn me into a devil...dun...let me continue to be me...
dun try to force ppl to do the things they dun wan to...cause in the end there will be onli 3 roads to walk, they will really do wat u wan or they will break down and cry or they will just leave it...
i cant stand my headaches anymore..i will not stay up and tok anymore...
i will not follow the flow for long...i will tear my tied wings if i have to...enjoy urself in this club...
YukiNoYume ♥
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
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