March 25, 2006
haha...very long never update le..not in the mood...but here is the long waited [i say one la] updating...
since the last post...i been having problem...i cant slp at night and when i did...i have lots of nightmare...
u know the feeling that u get when u are not really sleeping but u r dreaming? like day dreaming like tt...
this few days when im having dreams...i know they are dreams cause they all dun make any sense...i clearly know that im sleeping but im awake at the same time...i know that im having the dream and i can wake up anytime...just that i dun wan to...
i dun know isit the same as daydreaming...cause everytime i daydream im not dreaming of anything...im just not thinking of anything...
this time is tt i know im sleeping and i can control i wan to go on having this dream or just wake up...
i remember i dreamt once that im late for1st day of sch and its the start of poly yr 2...but when i reach 'school' i found myself in one of the room in my grandma house...telling someone that im skipping sch today cause im late...then the dream blank out a while [i think this is when im really slping] then someone come into the room and pull me out of the room saying i must go to class...then wat i saw is my sec sch class room...then i walk to my new class looking inside i saw ms tan [sec sch de...i think she teach my sec 2 lit...i hate/scare her] i think she's teaching a maths [the kind we learn in computing lesson] then i run back to my grandma house room... then i think i wake up cause i remember looking at my room celing but i think i fall asleep again cause i dream that im late for my 2nd day of sch =.= but this one i cant really remember wat happen...but i remember got a part i run back to my grandma house room and grab my bag then walk out...after tt i dun know le...then after a blank blank part...i dreamt that im late for my 3rd day of sch [ya ya ya for 3 days im late for sch! i must have really hate to go sch in my dream] then i dun know wat happen...but i remember im sitting on the floor crying or something...i dun know...but someone [forget the face le but the feeling is like tt person is ning -.-;;] just pull me up and scream 'wei!! stand up!! no matter wat happen u still have to go on!! if u give up now u are really _[something something something...cant remember le....]__!' well...i dun know wat she or he say totally...but should be something like tt la...just forget the last word...and now i think about it ar...can put lots of words inside wor...can be useless..loser...all those lor...then i think after this part i really wake up le...
like i say... i know all this is dream because it all dun make sense...only the last part make abit sense...
then i still dream of lots of weird weird thing la...but mostly i dun remember much of it...onli tt day de i remember still quite clearly...
i dun know lei...can not slp very poor thing de leh...and when u finally slp u still got weird dreams more poor thing...then when u sleeping but dun know u really sleeping anot...More More More poor thing...saded...
aiya...dun know wat to do...saded la...if keep on like tt ar...i will be a big panda le..
haiz haiz..i think i go try to slp le la...night...
YukiNoYume ♥
Saturday, March 25, 2006
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