January 20, 2006
coming back to post then off to countdown for 3rd meeting...
having a very bad headache right now...i think is because i hit my head again last night at training...
have a feeling that i'm having fever...
training hard for IVP...well...maybe the training is too hard for me to handle...never wan to think much about it...but well...i got weaker...trying hard...very hard to handle the training...AND that is the 1st day of training for IVP...
i need something to fire me up...i'm now too..how to say it...hmmm...soft like water? i have no idea..
never notice how tired one can be when too many things happen at one time...STRESS is a word not big enough to tell u now i feel...
i got a feeling that world war 3 is coming right up...not that i'm not in it...but just wishing that i will be out of it before it comes...
i wan to take a break...a rest...i wan to run away again...i wan to hide again...i wan to disappear again...
leave me alone problems im not urs to take im not going to ur side im going free im going away stop bugging me problems
i have run away from u once
i will do it again soon
im going free
i will be free
YukiNoYume ♥
Friday, January 20, 2006
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