November 03, 2005
i am not your maid and never will! stop treating me like one.
i am not the only one that can do all your housework and why must i do it
what am i to you? this is something that i always wanted to know.
i have try my best to do whatever i can, but u just ask for more. maybe i am just not good enough, maybe i didnt try my best, but i am really tired...tired of u tired of this house tired of listen to all you rubbish
i need a rest, i need freedom, i need my whole space...
sometimes i really think that are u fit to be a mother, u dun cook for us, u dun mop the floor, u dun sweep the floor, u dun wash ur son shoes, u dun bring ur son to sch.
yes, u did wash our clothes, pay our sch fees, buy clothes for us, bring us see the doc [sometimes], cook for us when u r happy, bring us for hoildays, but other then all this, in wat way do u think u are a good mother?
watever it is, if u think it show it, then it's something i havent see yet.
right now, i have cook for u and ur son, and both of u just finish all the food like i dun need to eat, and i give up on asking. after eating u all just left the dishes to me, and i supposed to wash it for u all? i didnt eat my dinner yet, and i have to clean watever u all have left.
haiz...wat else do u wan from me? wat else do u wan me to do? do i have to take over the role of mother and do watever a mother should be doing?
i am sick of complaining, sick of being told to do so many things, sick of hearing that girls should do all this job, sick of seeing u on bed doing nothing but watching tv and asking me do things, sick of hearing u said that we are useless, sick of hearing u complain how lazy we are, how much we never help up.
maybe i am really that lazy, maybe i am that useless, maybe i really didnt help up in shop, maybe i am really very tomboy, maybe i am really bad in studiesmaybe i am really that insignificant to u, BUT i think that i am more then that, its just that u never take the time to see the good side of me.
i dun wan to say anymore le...maybe i should start my plan...
YukiNoYume ♥
Thursday, November 03, 2005
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