February 15, 2005
changed a skin this morning...don't know why but i just can't sleep well...and i feel very sad...haiz...what is going on around me? this is new year but i only felt sadness from people around me...some r heart broken, some r too stress up, some have family problem, some have 'love' problem, some have friends problem, some have health problem...maybe i'm feeling what they r feeling maybe i have problem like them too...sad...in pain...broken...no one there to help...alone...no one to talk to...no body understand... hopeless...cry alone...love one is so far away from me...help me...save me...could death be the only way out of all this?...should i kill myself so that i could be out of this painfulness?...i think this is some thing they should be feeling now...i have those feeling before...well some of them...but i could understand how they feel...how hopeless they r if they think that they don't have someone there for them...but look around you...you will find that there r a lot of people who cares for u...death is not a way out of problem...u should work ur way out with people helping u if u think u can't get out of it urself....don't keep things inside u...find someone to talk to...don't said u hate ur life or i wan to die or anything like that...life is a journey that is hard to walk alone...but with friends and family...nothing is a big problem...at here...i wish that people who r sad, feeling broken, having problem or anything, to be happy, to find someone which could listen to u, help u, save u out of ur darkness and pain, solve ur problem real soon and be urself again [if ur oldself is unhappy all the time change urself on step at a time and stay in ur better self].good night everyone and i hope my dream will come true...
YukiNoYume ♥
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
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